£øne£y Ðreamer!

Collection of My Thoughts Dreams And Feelings...

When i decided what I want in my life, many questions came from around me.

If this was in your mind, why did you start off in the other route?

Why didn’t you drop out of the other route when you realized its not going to take you to where you want to go?

Why did you waste your time traveling through that route when you knew you’ll turn around and go somewhere else?

At those times I didn’t had an answer. Still I don’t…

I just hope that the dots will connect somehow.

I just hope that everything will be happening just as it should be.

It was written in my destiny that I had to choose this path.

It was in my destiny that I should realize my true destination only after going through this path.

We just can’t predict nothing in our lives.

Destiny decides what we should be and what should happen in our lives…


Behind every smiling face there will be a drop of tear.

Behind every success there will be a failure for sure.

A dark room can be filled with light with a single candle.

Even biggest problems can be relieved with feel of someone close to the heart sitting nearby.

Leaning on that shoulder and holding hands together is more than enough for bringing back smile to the sad face.


Announcing the merger of £øne£y Ðreamer! - http://www.lonelydreamer.co.cc/ & Blog De SoorajKeshav! - http://www.SoorajKeshav.wordpress.com

It all started on March 19th 2010. And both grew with over 50 posts and more than 700 page visits within a short time.

On this very Janmashtami day, on the day which marks b'day of Lord Sri Krishna, i'm really happy that this is gonna be a new begining.

New look and new address for Blog De SoorajKeshav!

Keep reading my works published at Blog De SoorajKeshav! at http://www.soorajkeshav.com

This Blog will be taken down within a week or so. Kindly keep in touch with me in the new website...

Thank you all for your valuable support given throughout all these days. Keep reading...

SoorajKeshav/- a.k.a £øne£y Ðreamer!

Like the stars shining in the sky...

Like the chirp of birds in forest...

Like the raindrop falling over a desert...

Like the cooling breeze near a sea shore...

Like the rainbow formed after rains...

Like the sweet fragrance which comes from a flower...

You came to my life as my happiness.

As a gift which god gave me.

As a valuable gem which was sent to this world just for me.

As a goddess who gave meaning to my life...


Since long time I'm thinking to tell you how I feel.

Came in front of you hoping i'll be able to tell you everything.

Each time i just stammered.

Whenever I failed i said to myself to try next time.

Many next times passed by and still i'm here not able to express everything.

I decided to write it all and give it to you.

Strange thing is that once again my mind is going blank.

Each time i write down something, i feel its not good enough. I write again and erase it again.

I just don't know what to write for you.

Just one thing I know, whatever i'm writing, it'll be meant for only one person.

Just for one person who's my everything.

And that person is only you & no one else!


Since some days, you're face is disturbing me again and again.

Whenever I close my eyes, I can see you smiling at me.

Whenever I try to write something, I end up writing your name alone.

Whenever I see a rose, I feel like giving it to you.

I don't even know what you think of me.
Can't predict what'll be your reaction when you find this out.

Just got a strong feeling that this's gonna work out somehow.

Oh baby I gotta tell you this, you're the one for me...


You can either swim along the flow of river or swim against it.

Can either choose the well worn path or clear the woods for making your own path.

Can choose either to live someone else's life or live your own.

You can choose either to be happy with the life god gifted you or be fussy with that all the time.

Whatever you do only one thing matters...


Choice is the only thing which makes all the difference...

Choose wisely and live your life to the max!


When i walk down this road, I can only see darkness around me.

Sorrow, fear, confusion, bad luck are laughing making fun of me.

I can see myself walking alone in the darkness.

But a strange voice in me is urging me to move forward.

Saying that one day life'll be beautiful.

One day everything'll be back to normal.

And i'm walking through this darkness with the help of those four letters.



What if we had met a little earlier?

What if we knew each other since long ago?

What if our friendship had never been broken?

What if i had never lost you?

What if we are still friends?

What if there is a way to get back into the past and correct every single thing which had went wrong?


Since some days, whenever i'm seeing you some strange feeling arises in my heart.

Words get blocked, breathing becomes heavy, i feel like a fish pulled out of water.

I just wanted to tell you how I feel for you.

Just wanted you to know how much i feel for you.

Just wanted you to know how much i love you.

Wanted to make you realize that you're the same person who came in my dreams.

Thus I had prepared a speech for you but,

Looking at your eyes, i could only tell...

I Love You


When i first opened my eyes to this world, everybody were so happy to see me.
I was the most popular person around the block.
They kissed me, held me in their arms, cuddled me which i liked very much.
Days passed, i was so happy as i got many friends at school.
Felt really sad when one of them refused to give me back my pencil.
But on the next day when she was absent in class as she was ill, i had my silent tears for her.
Days passed by i'm meeting her less as she joined another college but she was in my thoughts all along.
Got only occasional smiles from her.
These smiles made me realize that she was the meaning of my life.
She was filled in my every breath. And that made me tell her what she meant for me.
We started out a new journey together.
Shared each single moment together.
All the joy, all the hardships, we still never stopped loving each other.
I still remember the day when i had to leave her.
I laid on her lap, she held my hand tightly.
Tears were flowing from her eyes and slowly i closed mine forever.
I was taken through the golden gate of heaven...

Now when her teardrop fell on my grave, i'm realizing again that...

Heaven was where i was with her...


Love, the beautiful it seems from outside, more complicated it gets from inside.
People seem to be happy from outside but they're filled with tensions beneath.
Tears are there smiles are there, its just a magical world.
Dreams are dreamt, promises are made, new hopes are filled in life.
Its like a chain which controls you all the time, but everyone is just too happy to wear it.
Coz its all magic!


An attempt to give written version of a photoshop magic created by Shaazz.
Titled "Why Not Me?" Hope You like it...

"When we fell in love with each other, we had realized that there exists heaven...
When we exchanged our hearts for being together forever, that bought meaning to our lives.
In happiness and sorrow we were one.
We were in our own dreamworld where no rules and regulations apply.
How happy we were together?
As if there were no one else in this world...
We wanted to be like this forever.
But suddenly one day came...
You said to me "We Can't Be Together like this. Our ways are different."
And you went on your road.
I was left alone.
One thought lingered in my mind since long

"Why Couldn't We?"


Original Creation Here...


When we were helpless, you gave us shelter under your wings.
Inspite of being alone, struggled each day to feed us.
Saw nothing else but us all your life.
Whenever we were depressed you were there as a solace.
Made yourself strong so that we should be strong.
Taught us not to loose our individuality in this world.
Taught us the values of live which really makes a human complete.
All these times you didn't ask for anything in return.
Even if we may not tell you that we love you often, there is something which is the truth.
There is only one god for us, and that is none other than you.
There is nobody else who is like you...
We are really blessed because we were born as your children.
Love You A Lot Mom... Love You A Lot...


Life is a complicated journey. There may light there may be darkness.
If there is a fall there is a rise.
If you feel there is complete darkness around you, if you happen to feel that you're left alone, just close your eyes n think about me.
When you feel insecure, when you feel like crying just hold my arms and lean on my shoulders.
I may not be able to solve all the problems in your life, but atleast i can bring some light to this darkness.
Just can bring a little smile on the sad face.
Just reach out for me and i'll be always there besides you.
Just to fill the little space for a friend in your heart...


My friend...
I always wonder what had went wrong between us.
From best friends to complete strangers, why?
All the jokes we cracked together, silly fights, the tears from ur eyes when you had said once that u jus can't stop being my friend.
All those are the memories which i treasure the most.
And suddenly one day came... Making everything upside down, destroying everything and here we are...
Your place in my heart s vacuum as it is n you're nowhere near...
What had went wrong for punishing you lik this? What had went wrong?


This one's for one of my very best friends Ankitha.
She jus had asked me jokingly to create something for her, n here it is.
Sharing wit you people also...

"I always think of you whenever i see a little child's face.
Your childish nature always brings smile back to my face...
I always wonder how can you still be a little kid and face this world.
Your innocence your child like caring are the assets which are very rarely seen around the world these days.
Lucky to have you as my best friend dear...
Lucky to get you as my treasure..."


When you meet the right person, you'll know she's th one whom you've been searching for...
She's the one wit th face you've been trying to picturize on other faces.
She's the one for whom your heart was beating till then.
It'll be lik you knew her since ages.
Her smile, her eyes full of love to you everything wil seem so familiar.
You'll realize that your world has transformed into a heaven.
Will find yourself madly n deeply in luv wit her...!


To an old fren whom i had to break up long ago!

My Friend! I know i had done a big mistake.
I know that damage i made cannot be healed.
I know u really cared for me.
I know how you stood next to me when i was drowning...
But i just couldn't know what was happening and in de end had to stop being ur friend at all...
I know u're really sad coz f tat...
I'm not askin u to forgive me n be my fren again.
But pls don't turn away ur face if i happen to come in ur thoughts even rarely...

This one's for my best buddy Shaazz! It was him who used th words "U Left Me Wit a Broken Heart!" first. Me jus gave a written finishin...

"I saw you walking away from me, i hoped you'll turn back and look at me...
Called out ur name aloud, you just went away without even turning back.
I looked for my heart, only to find a few pieces of glass.
Now i realize that you left me with a broken heart!"


For its original visual edition pls go to th following link.


Sitting beneath these stars thinking about you, i remember th times spent wit you.
I remember how you loved me n how you cared for me...
How you were holding my hand when i was sitting in de dark alone.
How you bought me back to light when i thought thr s only darkness in my life.
How you made me realize who actually am i when i thought i'm failing all th times.
You came to me as a blessing my friend...
You bought th light to my lonely life which was in de dark!

She's someone who had fed you when you were hungry.
She's someone who protected you when you were helpless.
She's someone who had gifted u th flowers for giving your lover.
She's someone who had shred tears when you were sad.
She's someone who had sang when you were happy...
Now she's someone who s just silently crying as you stopped caring for her and started killing her inch by inch.
She's no one else. She's your mother...
Mother nature...
Take care of her always...


Life s not jus a collection of happenings. Its not a collection of some information about th people whom u were connected wit. Its th story of some great moments and feelings you shared wit several hearts which make your heart beat... The smiles you shared wit ur friends and th tears which were wiped off by hand of ur loved ones bring meaning to th life...

Tumhare pyaar ne mujhe banaaya shaayar.
Tumhare pyaar ne mujhe banaya shaayar.
Isi pyaar ne mujhe banaaya kaayar,
Ki main tumse nahi keh sakta meri yeh dil ki haalat.
Par mein jaanta hun ki mujhe tumse kehna hain,
Par mein jaanta hun ki mujhe tumse kehna hain meri yeh dil ki baat.
Meri is haalat ke zimmidaar tum ho, sirf tum aur koyi nahin...


The most purest n divine form of luv is mother's n father's luv. Never betray it... If u do, u'll be betrayed accordingly...


Every person in this world thinks abt someone else only when he/she expects something frm them.
Nobody cannot live without depending someone for some matters...
These day to day needs link one's inner self to outside world...
This is an universal fact abt human n just think abt it...


Raat, andhera! bechain dilom ko aur bechain karti hain...
Par us bechaini ke bhi peechey ek khusiyon ke subah hain. Jisme saare gham, saare dard mit jaata hain...


Look at these raindrops... They are symbols of th sky's love to earth.
Its tear drops coz they can never be one... Still the sky never stops loving it.
It just loves it n cries at its fate...


Parayathey poyoru pranayathinte kaalpaadukalilek thirinju nokkumbol kaanunnathu nashtabodhathinte adayalangal maathram. Thakarchayil odungiya pranayathilek nokkumbol, Virahathinte theera dukham maathram... Pakshe pranayam enna aa anubhoothy, athu divyamaanu, amoolyamaanu...


Nilavinte ee madithattil thala chaichu kidakkumbol sakhi nee ormakalilekku madangiyetthunnu, etthrayethra ravukalil ngyaan ee nakshatrangalilum chandrikayilum ninne swapnam kandu, etthrayethra ravukalil ee kulirkaattu ninte saameepyam ariyichu...


Is duniya main aise bhi kuch saval hain jiski jawab bas khuda hi de sakta hain... Insaan un jawabom ko khojne pe waqt na gawaye to hi acha rahega...


Happiness is something which we cannot buy somewhere... We should find it on our hearts by finding it in th hearts of th people whom u like... Of those who care for u. Of those whom u care th most... Just lyk i found mine in your's. Thanx for being thr...


Mere bahom me tujhe lene ki khwaab dekhta hoon. Tere dil me basne ki jurrat karta hoon. Tere saath hamesha jeeney ki sapne dekhtha hoon. Harpal hardam tere yaad pe jeeta hoon.

For th world around us, we decided to move away. For other's happiness, we decided to back off from our heaven. But will our love just fade off? Wil our love just end? No never... It'll be just thr deep inside our hearts... Forever and ever... Then thr is no need of cryin for my sake! No need of feelin guilty... Why do u waste your tears for me? I'M JUST BESIDES YOU ALWAYS...


Tumhe kyon chahta hoon woh mujhe maaloom nahi. Tumare baare me kyon sochtha hoon woh main jaanta nahi. Bas yeh hi jaanta hoon ki tere bina mera koyi zindagi nahin...

I always wonder why people go after it! What's so special in it? Every second people are fallin in love, and in de next they're separated...
Love breaks our hearts into pieces...! Still v are ready 2 die for our love... WHY? I still wonder..! Then i thought abt my own love...
The day i saw her... The day when she smiled back...The day when she knew dat i loved her... The day wen my love came true... Those wonderful memories. Then came a day. Same as th other days. But she went away frm me. She left me. And let my heart bear all th pain...
Suddenly i woke up... After all those things i still long for someone to luv me someone for me to luv... WHY?
Then i thought this may be de condition of all people who fall in love... Those days, those memories it gave me...The nights in which i saw heaven... All was coz of LUV... Luv is the soul of ma life... If v cannot love, we cannot live.. Love... Its de most wonderful thing in this whole world...


Words can never express love. Not every one can understand it... It can only be told by th special language of heartbearts of two hearts which beat as one...


I want to be wit u all th time... Giving u all th happiness in this whole universe. Loving u as if nobody has loved before. Thinkin abt just u and me & our small but beautiful HEAVEN! Filled wit lots of kisses n tons of love for you...


People say that love is blind. But true luv is never blind. It makes people see better, to see th life in its true manner. To understand true meaning of LIFE. For that they'll need only a single thing. A single caring, sensible heart wit lots n lots of luv and care for others...


No priceless jewellery...
No expensive gifts...
No valuable diamonds... I just hav a luvin, carin heart dat alwys beats for u and dats ur present... Hope u'l take care of it...


I had written ur name on my heart using a knife. I can hide it wit a bandage. But it'll never heal that wound caused by it... It wil be always thr.


Life is just like a kite without a string. Nobody can say anything abt what wil be its position in th next minute... Noone can predict. It just goes where th wind takes it to... If wind stops it'll find itself in ground...


Happiness n sorrow are two opposite banks of th river of life. Each drop of water on th river will be affected by both th banks... If thr is happiness thr wil be sorrow at some point. If thr is sorrow then thr wil be happiness for sure...


Life is always about breaking something... Let it be breaking heart, breaking laws or breaking relationships... Whatever happens, life must go on without being stopped by roadblocks. We must go thru them confidently...


Somebody to love for. Somebody to live for, Somebody to care for is th basic thing each man in this world needs...


Hawa ki jharokhen mujhse kehti hain ki tum mujhe yaad karte ho, saagar ki lehre mujhse kehte hain ki tum mujhe dekhne tadapti ho... Aasmaan main chaand tumhare tasveer mujhe dikhathi hain... Tim timate hue taare tumhare muskaan ki jhalak dikhathi hain...


Lonely mind lonely heart lonely thoughts... For th world i'm amidst at crowd, but for my inner self i'm sitting alone... Far from myself... Just wandering in some unknown place... Why it happens to me? Why i'm feelin lonely like this?


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